I realized today at church that I am at a crossroads in my life. It has been a rough two years, I will not be sad to see 2009 go. But I am not sure I am ready for 2010. I have written about change before, and I will probably write about it again. I do not handle change worth a crap, never have, but I keep trying. I keep trying to do my best, my father would tell me that all you can do is your best. I have had some things that I have based the last ten years of my life on be brought up to my attention that they are not things to base your life on. I do know that I am where I am for a reason, and when the time is right God will reveal that reason in some shape, form or fashion. So, I am now trusting in God to show me the way of the next ten years, and yes, I thought I had listened to him for the last ten years. Oh, and the one thing I am sure of, HE is God and I am not.
Later.
